Stressed Equal Weight Loss

I don’t think I will need any oxycodone detox for now as all these personal stress that I am under right now is enough to make me lose 5kilos in less than one month! I seriously don’t know if I should be celebrating but it does make me feel good in way. Some people eat more when they are stressed out, me on the other hand totally lose my appetite to the point where I actually feel nauseated and start vomitting. Bad but oh so true.

Oh well, my body is happy but I need to make my mind happy now.. Wish me luck!

Cheerio…
LadyJava

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Sometimes....

Sometimes I wished I can just shut the world with these cheap v-moda crossfade m-100 headphones. Sometime I wished I can just lie down and not listen or think about anything. Sometimes I wished I can just lie with my eyes, ears and mind closed off to everything around me. Sometimes I wish I could not be me.

Cheerio…
LadyJava

That Feeling...

what am i feeling??
that feeling when someone has a set of keys and at any moment they can open the door and your life will change!
that feeling when there are dots on a clean canvas and you’re not sure if it can be cleaned or it will stain forever…
that feeling when you think you filled the puzzle but found out that there is still room for one more piece…
that feeling when you feel you you want to give up but something is telling you to fight..
that feeling that tells you this is not the way to feel coz you are strong..
that feeling that you tell yourself to keep in check coz you are overthinking stuff..
that feeling that you just feel like you died inside and wished that you did indeed died..
that feeling that you don’t know what the hell you are feeling and suppose to feel…

 

LadyJava

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